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What I see here is that, they’re happy because “they” got what they wanted, and the people “they” new are happy as well because them, being together is a fun thing, that’s cool, but, I pity those people because they’re only seeing the fun side of “them”. They haven’t seen the real personality of “them”, you may here this as jealousy because I knew those people first, and as far as I can see, I’m left out?, I don’t know, I’m not that certain about how my emotions go, but what I see now, is this, me being left out.
I’m a kind person but at times, when it comes to friends, I wanna be away with the old ones and go with the new ones and what happens is, It’s a small world, and both of my friends the new and the old are somehow getting to know each other, for some reason, all of them are now friends!, but what can I do?, I’m no GOD. I’m just a person who wants to know other people build strong friendships, NEW friendships.
But I cannot stop the inevitable, just have to KEEP MOVING forward,
I’m not searching NEW friends to forsake the old ones but I’m finding NEW friends because I wanna know more people whom I have in common with.
I’m good with this anyway, I’m not that angry or jealous, slight lng.
Gud nyt.
sa mga gakalatabo sa akun palibot,
sa akun friends, ga rely nlng ko sa FB para ma bal.an kung naano sila, kay la nmn sila ga panugid sa akun,ga base nlng ko sa ila nga mga status kung kamusta sila, or anu man ang nami or ang law.ay nga natabo sa ila sbng,
Ga expect man ko bala tani na may ma hmbl man sa akun kung ok mna da sila or what, pro daw wala gd ah, I am not angry but I’m just disappointed,
The fact is that we are not always seeing each other at school because of our schedule and our chosen courses, but I was expecting that they would have that initiative in them to reach out to me but it’s the other way around, I’m sorry if all i talk about here is bad emotions but, it’s really disappointing to feel that I’m always left behind on the happenings of my friends.
I am dependent on facebook, there I know stuff, they are the one of the reasons why I’m still opening my FB, to keep the friendship going because I am not the type of person to easily let go of the past, Its hard when your too attached to something, that your life revolves around it but I’m trying to move on, and I can honetly sau that I am, but I was hoping that my friends and I would have that mutual understanding to always keep in touch, but I was wrong,
Even though we say to ourselves, that “cge lng ah ga kitaay man kmi pirme, ga labyanay man kmi pirme”, it still not enough it’s always good to sit down and talk things out, or better have fun while learning on the new things that happened to each one. There are a lot of ways to keep that communication open, FB is one, You just have to have the INITIATIVE, I thought in friendship it is already given, but I guess I’m wrong again.
this is another lesson for me, but my hypothalamus is still open for everything, possibilities, changes, reconciliation, you name it.
Good night